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I can't upload my photos for few weeks to my blog. I feel very upset because of this. Everytime I tried to upload, it will hang halfway through. Arggghhhh!!! so sick! I have my photo having breakfast with my friends @ Oldtown, JayaOne, eating Ramen at Korean Restaurant, Floria 2010 @ Putrajaya, Papa Rich Dimsum breakfast and also my July 2010 Size S,M&L gathering at Pavillion. So not happy because I can't store all this moment to my online diary. How if I die before even have time to upload this special moment in mylife??? Oh No!!!!! Yeah! me with my drama again.... What happen to me after keeping mum for few weeks? How is my work??? Hate it to even think about it? As mentioned earlier, as for work I am just let my destiny brings me to the next stop. I will not strive anymore. I am just going to let thing happen. Why? Maybe I feel tired! I did not stop striving for the past 20 years! I guess I feel down for a while. Last Saturday end up having my breakfast,lunch at Golden

Questions and statements that I hate the most for these 2 months. 1. How are you doing? 2. So.. you new job better than previous? 3. No more working late hours ha? 4. Look like your earning is better than previous. 5. No more lecture and nagging? 6. Easy job ha this time? 7. You are doing high level job since you earn your Master? and many more to list. In real fact, I am currently lost my direction in life. I am now like the brown leaf drop into the river and let the current to drag me to places which I don't even know where is my next stop. All these years, since I was 16 years old, I am trying hard to change my luck and my fate. I see drastic changes in my life. But I still find living my life is the most difficult thing to do right now! I would not talk about death, because that means no turning back point. So hopefully I am still strong enough and face the challenge in being a sole survivor. The only motivation left for me is ' My life is difficult but many others is facin

Situation 1 Me : Why do you think you deserve this much of salary? Candidate : Oh! my husband said I am good! (Aisshhh!!!! why suddenly your husband come into the picture? I am confuse!!!! helpppp!!!!) Situation 2 Me : Why do you ask for very high salary? Candidate : I have many commitment...my credit card bills , my baby sitter bills, my car loan , my house rent and bla bla bla... (Go on go on... I am listening.. I am charging 20% per annum daily compunded. Please fill in this form) Situation 3 Me : Please list down 3 strengths... Candidate : 1. Talk strong 2.Work strong 3. Listen strong I am almost burst out my laughter Me : How about your weakness? Name me one... Candidate : Headache (Aishhhhhh... like that also can... I almost go crazy.... ) Situation 4 Me : What is your hobbies? Candidate : Listen to music. Me : what kind of music? Candidate : Lady Gaga!!!! you know that Poker face singer??? (Aish!!!! poke your eyes then you know.... ) Situation 5 Me : One of your hobbies says you

Today is my unplanned Graduation Day!!! I never thought of going since I had received my parchment and spending money to be up on stage with that nervous feeling will kill me. Anyway, my friend keep telling me , I will not have this chance anymore unless I continue with Doctorate. Ah! make sense after Master will be Doctorate. Doctorate??? OMG!!!! I don't want this now. I want to earn money, save money and retire in style. Earn flat money? Yes! Save money ? Not yet! Retire in style???? Ohhhhhh!!!! looking at my situation now may be I can't even think about retiring.... uwwwaaaaa... Here goes ,my will be last convocation??? Maybe.... I am planning to migrate soon! soooooooo.... I need to work extra tripple hard from now on... Oh! by the way... my leave was not approved... so I am actually skip work for my convo... whatever... I don't give a damn... No flower , no bear for my convo? ah... nope.. Any supporter for my convo?? ah nope.. But I got myself unskilled photographer th

When you are just a human... you have your limitation in many things. Last Friday is the down time for me and up to today I am still feeling down...hopeless..helpless... worried... sad...uncertainty... Nobody to turn to. Suck in everything to myself and my body feel numb, my chest feel suffocated and my head feel heavy. What should I do? How long more you want to put me on your test? Is this what my life suppose to be? When ppl said every ppl fate is written up there and decided... is it really true??? Then, why should we bother to work anymore? I should just leave it to you and wait for the outcome? Is that what I should do? I know I am lucky in a way for having a good life but I feel difficult to maintain everything. I am worried about my future... I dont know what to do now... feeling lost in direction.

Yesterday evening while walking towards my gym at Menara Maxis, a Malay couple with their lil toddler was walking in front of me.What attract my attention to this couple is their lil toddler was walking bare foot. mmmmm.... her parent was very selfish to my thought. Both of them know how to protect their feet but they are very ignorance about the lil one. Then the wife turn to her back and asked her husband. "Dear! have you seen our other child?" OMG!!!! (Usher new song style) like that also can ar???? Malaysia sangat sangat boleh!!!!! The best thing is the husband replied. " Let him be le!!!!!" Arrrrrr???? My jaw drop to hear the reply. Then this couple and bare foot lil toddler walk ahead without even stop by and curious about their other kid whereabouts. I am very amaze with such thinking from a 'so called parent'. This morning while having my morning Yong Tau Foo AGAIN... I read this news about a woman won RM1.4million suit again Gombak Police. The suit

" Ridiculous thing can bring you millions!!!!" I am more convince after I read this morning The Sun newspaper as I was having my morning breakfast Yong Tau Foo. I read this articles on Billing Woes by Nury Vittachi about this woman from Canada is suing this phone company for breaking up her marriage.The telco firm sent an itemized phone bill and her husband spotted unusual phone number then when he give a call to that number and turned out to be her secret lover. Her husband pack his bag and left. The woman is suing for C$600,000 (RM1.8 million). Suing a phone company for an itemized billing and imagine if she win.... WOW!!!! Then I read this article on a French internet billionaire who made his 1st million from offering sex chat service and then later shook up French with cheap connection packages from his provider free. There are many classic case to give us inspiration. We just need to think ridiculous, act ridiculous , be ridiculous and maybe talk ridiculous???? Most of o

I feel speechless to myself on these two weekends. I feel time is not enough for myself. I feel I spend too much time on something else and not to myself. But.... what should I do if I spend time for myself apart from watching my mushy mashy korean drama then laugh or cry alone???? I need to find some useful hobbies rather than spend most of my time at shopping malls. Seriously last Friday back home very late night.... Suddenly other people problems become my problems... and expect me to do magic again. Well.... I should think about becoming a full time magician then.... Anyway, I don't give a damn about all this nonsense... I just want to focus on my July thingy. Hope everything work out well! My recruitment for receptionist position is a let down. Those attitude problem people... arghhhh!!!! giving me headache! Now I understand.... where we are now.... is all because of our attitude problems. They don't finish their studies. They can't speak well but yet they demand high

Its still not finalise.... aish!!!! Last candidate I met is on Wednesday. Last question from my last candidate is...... Candidate A : " Miss! are you married???" In my heart, ishhhhh.... is this relevant??? Hell !!! nooooo!!!! I still need control my professionalism.... cool down Rina.. cool down.. Me : " Dear!!!! what I mean , do you have any question... question relevant to company??? question on postion you applying??? " Still with my smiling face although I feel like slapping her face. Candidate A : "ehehehe... sorry ar!!!! but are you married??? eeeerrr sorryy ar!!!! " In my heart, Big OMG!!!!! do you have brother to introduce is it???? Still with smiling face and control my professionalism....maintain maintain... I keep telling myself. Me: "I believe you don't have any relevant question anymore. Lets end our interview today. I will give you a call once you finalise everything in another week or two. Thank you for coming!!!" I took her a

I have been meeting candidates almost every single day. I am getting sick of it! I have been calling people for interview and I feel like throwing up! I have been browsing through resumes after resumes and I get migraine by just a glance of it! By now, I can feel how the recruiters feel.... When Rina is the recruiter...... 1. ..... and when she got through the resumes .... * She reject any resume without photograph * She hate SO MUCH when candidate send photo with camwhore style or cute face or model style * Job hopping or Grasshopper - REJECT * Asking too much salary at least 50% more than current but yet stay just one yr at current one - REJECT Then when she call candidates for interview ... * they never pick up call after 5 rings - she label them as not responsible * They answer call with "arrrrrr" or "aha" or " mmmmm" or "what " or "ha" - she feel they are lucky for not being in front or her or she need to commit a crime by slapping

Yeah! weather not so good for me. I was conducting recruitment and at the same time sick like an old lady. Imagine I am having difficulties with itchy throat while talking to potential candidates.... ah!!!! I feel like getting a fork and scratch my throat. Friday night a bit lonely... didnt go to gym at all.. but end up wondering at KLCC having my dinner alone. Then I came across a sinful kiosk! Bijou cupcakes!!!!! OMG!!!! very pretty and look yummy... here we go... I never taste pretty cupcake before so despite being sick and when I realise I have two cupcakes in my hand. Saturday night another unpleasant night for me. I cna't sleep due to my bad cough and my astma make a come back!! OMG!!!! Tomorrow is Monday, another recruitment day.... I can't afford to go for MC... hope I heal fast.. Sunday is the worst when I came back home around 2pm and the electricity were out until almost 8.30pm. A friend of mind came toask me out for dinner then only I realise, my house is the only o

How do I start my entry for this week??? I have been doing recruitment for the whole week. Monday to Friday , I can say I have been seeing at least more than 25 candidates. Many types and many interesting character. I have at least 6 candidates asked me the same question at the end of interview. " What are you?" mmmmm.... how should I answer this people??? What am I? Who am I? I am a human, idiot!!!! or should I start saying , Hidup Malaysia!!!! Satu Malaysia!!!! What the heck girls??? Although you curious on what race am I , you shouldn't be asking this irrelevant questions!!!! 1st and 2nd candidate asked me , I still give them a descent answer but when come to the 3rd, I got fed up and my temper rose up high and high and high.... so my answer is, I am philipines. ahhhh1!!! ambik kau... geram betul!!!! I saw their funny and puzzle face after listen to my answer.... tu la kay poh sangat... and obviously they are not listed in 2nd interview......too bad... wrong question g

I am officially sick. Sore throat, flue and cough.... complete package. I believe I got it since Friday night! I am suppose to finalise my own accounts but end worst sick on Sunday. Ah! hope I still have my voice for recruitment week starting tomorrow. I am seeing at least 5 candidates in a day until Friday. I don't know how I am going to do this but I have to. I need ore people to work for me or I am doom. How is my mood swing??? My PMS dried up early, well maybe will end up menapouse early then. I am still in upset mood although I am pretending to look ok but in my heart is not ok. Saturday morning as I mentioned, I wanted to be a cocoon. Yeah! did it for almost 2 hours then be a spring rolls rolling from south to west on my bed. I feel great!!! But still I feel like don't want to do anything at all.... Then my phone rang!!!! Ah!!!! a friend asked me to go out!!! Prince of Persia??? Maybe he know I have been in bad mood for almost a week. Trying to cheer me up by asking me ou

Everywhere I go is always a recruitment day!!!!! Today started my 1st recruitment day. We are looking for candidates to fill in 3 positions in our company: 1. PA to SVP 2. Admin Executive 3. Receptionist cum Admin Assistant Response from the applicants is great but the quality is sucks!!! These candidates just whack and click apply although they are not qualified or over qualified. I had 3 candidates came in today. My receptionist candidate came in with jeans and light brown contact lense. Another receptionist came in with after smoking smells and very transparent baju kurung revealing her black push up bra. My last candidate for the day is for PA position. Unfortunately, when she start talking her eyes keep looking up and left and right ? Am I too ugly to look at? I was wondering until now. Next week Mon - Fri is back to back recruitment. Jia you!!! Well the politician still with his own politics trying to find alliance here and there but I just entertain him. For the dog keep bark

I was at gym almost every evening. However, I feel myself not loosing the kilos. I feel bigger. OMG!!! I don't want my bisep look like popeye's. I don't want my hip bigger like old hindi movie star. I control my eating by eating frequent but lesser quantity. I avoid rice! No wonder my 1st time at gym I see big people than smaller people. More people with flabbies than without it. I sees more more big fat ugly naked bodies than the skinny nice looking bodies in the changing room. These wooommaaaann too open minded with another woooommmaaannn. They can just walk naked and talk to other. My eyeballs almost drop when 1st time saw this scene. Like watching no star porn movie try out! Yet!!! me Asian being asian. Shy and timid just go change in the toilet and came out with everything already hide in my bag and ready to go. I never try to take shower at gym. I dare not go into the sauna when I saw few naked bodies inside. Ah!!! how to go Japan like this??? How am I to go Korea???

I blame it to my post PMS Syndrome. Since yesterday, I am not so motivated to even drive to work in the morning. I am so down. I feel very weak and my positive spirit run away from me. I think my PMS will visit me soon. Faster come so I feel relieve! I feel the same way this morning. So tired and so demotivated. Did my positive angel left me alone??? Di manakah dia pergi??? Kenapa tinggalkan saya seorang diri??? Saya sangat sedih sekarang!!! Seriously, feel like to cry now. My emotion totally sucks now!!! I just can't wait for Saturday morning and I just want to be a cocoon on the bed and lie down without moving for 2 hours. I tried to lie down in my car this morning but doesn't work , in fact my level of positiveness at negative level now and my anger level rise up!!!! I know my psychotic disorder come back. I need to control myself harder. Ah! I thought my constant EPO intake will help to control my hormones. I need to find alternative.

I was walking to my Gym and overheard a girl asking her man " Brad! do I look fat?" and I heard the guy answer the girl , "No Dear!!! you are not fat!" I walked slowly and let them pass me. Huwaahahahahuwahahaha.... I almost burst!!!! manage to control my laughter... If I am the girl I don't want to ask that guy. Although he is my boyfriend or whoever he is. That guy is damn fat!!! very overweight and the girl is obviously chubby and plum... Silly Girl you got to ask the right person for your important question. I know I know I am very very bad to say this but hey.... please ask the right person for honest answer. Sunday!!! I read on the newspaper about the World Milk Day @ Pavillion. They are giving away free milk. Well I am so ambitious to be part of the crowd. Reached there arggghhhhh totally let down. Nothing much to expect just an event organised by Dutch Lady!!! Chehhhh!!!! Well, I end up went straight ahead down to check on my Honeymoon Dessert Bar. Its

This week everytime came back from Gym , I will watch Japanese series title Bambino. Lead actor is Matsumoto Jun the one played that Hana Yori Dango. Story about a passionate Chef. Its all about pasta and pasta. When I watch they cook pasta look so delicious and feel like having one on my table. mmmm since tomorrow is a holiday so maybe i should experiment some pasta. Ehehehehe ... look like somebody gonna burn the kitchen again!!!! These 2 weeks was working hard with my body. I will work out for almost 40 minutes. Last night was the most suffering part. Doing cardio work out with my personal trainer. OMG! hurt every part of my body. Hope this work to kill off that flabbies around my waist. Dreaming about having a nice body is a beautiful dream. But to make it happen... OMG!!!! I feel like dying....with all the diets... drive me crazy!!!! Tomorrow I saw Cheras Gym Schedule , they have inline dancing at 10am. Thought of driving there and have some work out and sauna then back home to co

I manage to find my way back again!!! congrats to me!!! Ah! happy nyeeee... Last night ,I went to gym, walk and walk manage to walk 2.2km for 30 minutes and burn 125 cals. Hey! not easy to burn 100 cals. Next time don't want to simply eat food. I need to eat better food so I can burn it fast. Then I move on to cardio work out for 10 minutes. Today, I can see progress. Manage to walk for 2.65km for 30 minutes and burn 137 cals. Then as usual move to cadio manage to do for 15 minutes then off to sauna for 30 minutes. Wah!!! I can loose 5 kg like this. Hopefully! Currently at 54.4kg. The intructor said I am not fat but full of body fat. uwaaaaa!!!! I confuse what do you mean?? Anyway, he said my ideal weight is 47kg. This mean I need to loose at least another 7 kg??? Ngor Sei lor!!!! sure need to watch what I eat. Aiyoh! what to do getting ageing is the worst because more difficult to loose weight. These few days spending my time working on my presentation to my Boss on this Sunday. H

Early morning, busy entertaining the politicians. Then off meeting with the bankers. Call for staff meeting on messy accounts. You won't believe my findings after doing surface checking on the closing 2009 in this place. I don't know what that fella doing over there. My Senior Accounts staff here almost gone crazy after I taught her to do some internal cross checking. Now she know, thing is not as simple as she thought! More things to be done dear! I just show you a starting point and let me lead you and just wait when you reach to the peak! With another girl who wanna resign because she feel she can't grow with this company. But I manage to talk thru and she agreed. Now she know how many thing she can learn from me. I will from now on, call for at least once a week staff meeting to just solve their probs. Hope we can be the most efficient team in the company. Yesterday, I manage to come out with my 1st draft for the employee handbook. Not that thick. Just 25 pages long! Ma